waNderlng ln thE w0rld l0ne`liness...

2007-12-03T04:32:00.000-08:00

Hi ppl,hasn't been posting for quite some time..sry bout tt eh.Well..holiday is sian de lor,everyday rotting at home..zz.Today,woke up at 5.3o,got in the zkm squad D:...yeah,fought zakum but didn't mng to get any skillbk...-.-After tt went to ICA for passport extension..goinq to malacca on thurs...followed by drum lesson..went to amk hub after tt & home.Hopefully can start on homework by nextwk & hang out wif friends luh...really bored ~.~...
l'll end heree..will b posting again,cyaz~

Zkm body3 2o%

Zkm onwage D;

Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi [ 不能说的秘密 ]

2007-10-21T06:32:00.000-07:00

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
我忍住的情绪在很后面
wo ren zhu de qing qu zai hen hou mian

拼命想挽回的从前
pin ming xiang huan hui de cong qian
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
最美的不是下雨天
jui mei de bu shi xia yu tian

是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐
shi ce yu ni huo guo yu de wu yan
回忆的画面
hui yi de hua mian
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou gen yuan
又何必去改变已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian yi cuo guo de shi jian
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
ni you ni de zhi jian zu zeng wo shuo zai jian
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zi qian

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou gen yuan
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
huo qu ming yun de jian zhi rang wo men yu jian
只让我们相恋这一季的1 秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ju de qiu tian
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
rou luo hou cai fa xian zhe xin fu de sui pian
要我怎么捡
yao wo zhen me jian

冷咖啡离开了杯垫
leng ka fei li kai le bei dian
我忍住的情绪在很后面
wo ren zhu de qing qu zai hen hou mian

拼命想挽回的从前
pin ming xiang huan hui de cong qian
在我脸上依旧清晰可见
zai wo lian shang yi jiu qing xi ke jian
最美的不是下雨天
jui mei de bu shi xia yu tian
是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐 Woo~
shi ce yu ni huo guo yu de wu yan

回忆的画面
hui yi de hua mian
在荡着秋千梦开始不甜
zai dang zhe qiu qian meng kai shi bu tian

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou gen yuan
又何必去改变已错过的时间
you he bi qu gai bian yi cuo guo de shi jian
你用你的指尖阻止我说再见
ni you ni de zhi jian zu zeng wo shuo zai jian
想象你在身边在完全失去之前
xiang xiang ni zai shen bian zai wan quan shi qu zi qian

你说把爱渐渐放下会走更远
ni shuo ba ai jian jian fang xia hui zou gen yuan
或许命运的签只让我们遇见
huo qu ming yun de jian zhi rang wo men yu jian
只让我们相恋这一季的1 秋天
zhi rang wo men xiang lian zhe yi ju de qiu tian
飘落后才发现这幸福的碎片
piao luo hou cai fa xian zhe xin fu de sui pian
要我怎么捡
yao wo zhen me jian

Love is 0nly worth living once u've found someone worth dying 4`

2007-10-21T06:07:00.000-07:00

yoz~hasn't been postinq for the wk eh...ps,too lazy to post...talk bout sat & 2day bah...ytd night went to Yishun 'Crown Palace Restaurant' in commemoration of Amk Methodists' church's 25th anniversary...had a feast...yea,went back bout 11 reach home at 11.3o,watched ' behind enemy line ',followed by ' The Maid '...den went to slp.
...
Today was a merged prayer & worship,ended at 11...
went to hav lunch at hub & went to my godbro's house...went to hav haircut with him...he went bald ;D...cuz hafa go NS next wk..it was nice to touch botak's head eh..damn spongy-.-...watched ' Bu neng suo de mi mi 'overall it was sad =`[... he showed me Ipod touch,it was damn cool eh juz hav to touch the screen to navigate the things...went to hub to hav dinner,walked ard & I guess tt's my day...tml still hada go sch,dunch feel like going,though.kay bah,l'll end here...bbyez`

12-1/2hrs,75omins,45ooos to e sh0wdowN ;D

2007-10-15T05:29:00.000-07:00

yohz ppl,hasn't been postinq for few days eh...sat nth much,went to church...yea,ytd went to old airport road to hav dinner...had 'yao cai ji' izzit ' medicine/herbal chicken ' in eng or wad..?-.-,fried omelette,swt sour...-.- ps dunch know howda say...we were fast eh,when we finished the parents haven't e-ven reach a quarter yet...so my frenz & l went out of e food/hawker centre,it was hot & stuffy ya know..?...sat on the railing & started chatting...tt's basically sunday

...

today...

woke up at 1o+,

played cs awhile till 11.3o,went to tuition

math-ed all the way eh...after tt went to j8 to hav lunch/dinner skipped lunch & had lunch & dinner 2gether...went ard x-craft,77th & converse & found my belt thr eh...

here's...

yea...went back home after tt,gtg le all the best for ppl taking last paper tmr eh...;D cyaz...
...

Has this came t0 an end..?

2007-10-12T04:40:00.000-07:00

Hi ppl,sry tt didn't update for the past 1 wk...busy with eoy eh...
0verall was kindA tough luh,coz didn't really study mah...-.- 0wned hist & lit it was easy,though.
Faced probs with maths & sci,2 of my fav. subjects sianzz,nvr study them...there's still a paper 0n next tuesday,so hope tt l can probably finish my final touch-ups by mon...
yea,ch insist on coming to my house today...so..no choice but to let him come lor...-.-
heLped him on his blog [didn't really help luh..will help him some other times bah... ] playEd audi & cs...hah he was kindA 'zai' with m4a1 [karbine] wor...f3 hahh...next wk,we'll match after maths p2...;D hada cleanup when he left..wth..? he messed up the whole place..zzZz...=.= cs-ed all e way...
bout 3 1/6 more days;76hrs;456omins;2736oosec to freedom...must work hard for it eh,probably will start revision on tml bah...best of luck for the last paper,ppl~! g0 cs le,cyaz ppl~! ;D

2007-10-04T23:02:00.000-07:00

heyo ppl~! First papEr today...-.-a little nervous coffeed myselfz very tired mah...first was eng.paper1,lt was okay ;D kindA easy for proposal & compo [perhapz it's bcoz chun hon sittinq behind of me...my gd luck charm...o.o] chi was still okay...-.- kao eh didn't manage to finish [this time chun hon sitting infront of me...o.o]so gt this conclusion-Chun hon sitting behind of me =Gd luck Chun hon sitting infront of me -bad luck...-.-"ll overall was still okay,hope can pass for al can liaos...^.- oh yea,today oso my b'day almost forgot...-.-happy`bday to myselfz ^.- but can't do anythinq bout it..sianz..perhapz after exam den celebrate bah...?few days nvr play cs all my skills gone...wth? l go play awhile first,rusty liaox..-.- cyaz ppl~

2007-10-03T02:36:00.000-07:00

arlo ppl,sianz arh...eoy cominq...zzZz..somemore on my b'day...-.-so gotta choing for eoy liao eh,this coming fri. will be eng/chi paper 1...nth much to study,juz read notes & handouts lor perhapz shld start on my sci & hist...sehz,hada mug hard liao,cyaz guys...
...
...lts hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone if your heart still does;

2007-09-30T04:25:00.000-07:00

haizz...went to church ln morninq no whr else..-.-went home after tt,lt's damn borinq luh...moody+ emotionless + sianz = me [ emo self =.=] now hada rush finish JiaN bao,all e best for ya ppl de exam,bbyez...

b0red`...

2007-09-29T02:13:00.000-07:00

Arlo ppl,really bored =`[...woke up at 8,ate brkfast & went t0 tuition [ darn,last 1 to go off..zzZz..] for lunch,ate kfc with mum & went back home...haizz,realli borinq lehz...nth much to write bout,skipped tq today,really no mood still hafa rush through my jian bao & revision...how l long for the holiday...-.- no1 to chat with,really sianz siah.......perhapz l'll post another 1 later,go first,bbuaiz...
...
the shortest word for me ls ' l '...
the sweetest word for me is ' love '...
the 0nly word for me is ' you '<3...
-.-

Love is juz a word till some1 you meet giv ya it's meaninq;

2007-09-28T04:35:00.000-07:00

Haizz...bored eh,today nvr get to celebrate children day..-.-here's my day,,morninq woke up very late [slp at 1...><],rushed brkfast & thinqs,den choing t0 sch[ln the end still late..zzZz..]filled up detention form & went back to classroom.0h great,did nt kn0w wad was happEninq juz saw miss goh & mrs pang & a few standing.Did nt care them lor,juz as usual went to my sit & put down bag,mrs pang den called me up & crapped...[ wad kind of s student you are..?nvr even show respect to we teachers,must at least greet us eh...[ wth..?]]sianz,
First was chi0 bu's period,
chi0 bu Faridah gav us some revision to complete,
but didn't mng to complete...-.-

next lit.
notes takinq...

followed by hist.Chris Tucker ;D
dun know why lei,somehow like his peri0d...
jotjotjot...haizz...

Recess,
did nth,juz stared at each other

Maths,last 2 periods was supposed dto be enrichment,but
the course ended ardy,so guess who's the relieve teacher...o.o
Chris Tucker~ :D
yea,watched Rush Hr...
After tt,bryan went to chun hon's house * l hada stay back for detention...
sianzzz...After detention,stayEd back to see whether gt Air rifle...but due to exam,all CCA cancelled...after tt,tt's bout it...went home slack abit,perhapz
tml or so den mug bah...sianzz...bbuaiz~
...
My joy ls filled luving ya =]

borEd`...-.-

2007-09-26T02:24:00.000-07:00

heLo ppl~a short post bah...siaNz sia,exam ard the corner...zzZz...
...
waHx sian,1st was sci,
chi0 bu Faridah's period eh..
salty...=.=
...
followed by Eng,
handouts & propasal...
..
Hist,
Chris`tucker's peri0d D;
dun know why lei,seems tt l especially like mon,wed & fri..-.-
...
P.e
heng arh,today bket ball,at least beta than volley..-.-
followed by recess...hanqing ard with ' clique 'nt exactly luh

Chinese,jiaN bao nth to do,so me & JQ did smth D:
....
Maths did some revision..lt was boring,though.
Eng again [wth..?]MOCK exam,sianzzz was drming first 1o-15mins..=.=
ln e end,didn't mng to finish...zzZz[ but left 1-2 ques nia ]...after sch,an0ther MOCK exam,this tym Maths...zzZzz...5o% luck 5o% effort..-.-
after tt went back wit bry,kl & ch..tt's bout my day bah...ps` gtg lez,must study real hard...bbyez~[oh yea,here's ytd pic...]

hart candles =p...
...

Priya..Edward & me...o.o

LanterN festival...

2007-09-25T04:51:00.000-07:00

helo,nth much bout today,morninq took wrong bus siah` zzZz..[was supposed to take 76 to sch but lnstead I saw 76 cominq but didn't know tt 25's infront of it,so boarded..-.- sotong] so..almost late for sch but nvr late eh.
...
3periods of d&t...
was juz completinq the journal..
sianz...

followed by p.e,
playEd volleyball again..wth?-.-

nex was reccess,
bored,juz hanging ard...

Chinese was jian bao[ newspaper cuttinq ],no la bi xiao xin TT,
2periods of maths,ls boring de lor..
...Chio bu's Faridah peri0d,sehz,cannt slotch liao siah...
call Ch [lnfront of me ]to move back, JQ [behind of me] to move front...
so tt l cannt slotch..zzZz..
...tt was bout the end...

den so called ' celebrated ' LaterN festival with neighbour,here are some pics...

Priya holdinq on to thE laNturn[nth to do,thought of burning laterns..]-.-
...

EdwarD startinq the fire...o.o...
...

wad a mess...-.-
..

Nice eh...?hart <3 ^^
...

eheh,nth to do,so took pic of myselfz..-.- ugly state,gwah =[ =.=
.....
still gt 1 more pic,perhapz upload tml bah cam nt with me...-.- well,tt's basically my day bah,Happy LaterN Festival,gtg le,study hard...bbuaiz~

2007-09-22T23:39:00.000-07:00

borEd,went to hub wit parent after church & visited 'ah gonq'.Nth much to say bout today..hmm,say bout ytd bah...woke up at 9 & went to had my breakfast at Hougang Mc`donald followed by tuition.After tt went home,[lt was my new com's arrival =p]yea,sorted out everything & downloaded audi.After tt,went to my frenz' house 4 bbq ^.-[ was invited-.-]Reach thr no nid do anything de,benny waz the 1 bbq-ing while kai jie serves us with the food [relaxing eh`-.-] After the bbq,went to soccer court near benny's house & played street soccer...[we lost...sobz =( ]-.- yea,had fun the sat. niqht.Finally,each was sittinq at the bench chattinq [ THE EMO moment =.= ]after tt,went back bout 1o.
...
haiz...exam's round the corner eh,gotta choing studies liao,bbuai~
...
My joy ls filled luving ya...~,~

Sigh... ... ... ...

2007-09-19T04:12:00.000-07:00

well,been sorta busy n0wadys...so hasnt been bloqqing 4 a few days -.-
...
Here's my day...
First was sci,
chio bu Faridah peri0d agn ;D
gt back sci result,19[ my sci veri zai 1 =x]

nex was history,
Chris`Tucker D:
notes takinq...

followed by p.e,
volleyball,yucks =x[ no other alternatives...-.-]
didn't reli play well

recess,slackinq wit bry& ch
...
went back tt time,DOOMSDAY =.=
rebacca & acc waitin to get me sprayed..x.x
didn't reli play wit them,coz still sch hrs
5o% drenched -.-

nex was mt,[slackin peri0d =p]
after doinq a exercise watched ' la bi xiao xin '..xD
-laffs-

l'll skip last 2,
...
after maths supplemantary,' fun ' sorta started
had my reveNge but after tt 1oo% drenched -.-
3 on 1 leiz,what you expect...at least gt my revenge..=.=
went to chun hon's house to get smth,& went back wit pa[bryan]
...well,tt's basically my day...bored...kay,gtg lez,cya.
gonna mug for maths...zzZz..

2007-09-15T06:20:00.001-07:00

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2007-09-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

arlloz ppl`hada long day today..firsT was tuition,woke'up late so...late for tuition -.- [late again ~.~"] yea,finish a ' challenqing ' maths papEr & went wit grace after tt..bouqht milktea [passion fruit =.= ] & nuggets on e way.[tt was my lunch,pathetic eh..? ]yea,went home first to takE smth while gracE went to church herselfz.As today was ' di-xiong hui ',hada reach church slighty earlier for ' rehersal'...[l'll skip tt part...]
...
den sanq some s0nqs followed by -Mystory hunter-[ girls hada find out who's thE ' murderer ' well,lt's kindA hard luh ]& we preseNt dem a sonq ' precious corner ' followed by tea break & some discussions...yea,went of myself again to buy somethinq at hub,den weNt home..oh yea,overslept on bus & miss me stop -.-sotong...den walk back lo...tt's my day barh.
...
Love is just a word till someone you meet gives it a meaning-

2007-09-14T02:24:00.000-07:00

SawAdika ppl~!...
FridAy rawks eh`[stress-free..;D]okay..
FirsT was sci,
chio bu's Faridah peri0d agn..xD
still okay luhz,nt tt sianz..

& nex was lit...
notes takinq...

followed by hist,
hada chaNge ln teacher,
sry,4get name lia0s =x but his voice sounds lyk Chris`Tucker's D:

nex was recess..was juz chattinq ard

yea..maths was nex & after tt was enrichment
[ The antidote to anger ls PATIENCE...x.x]
yea..went to detention,slped after fillinq up deteNtion form =x
den went to ch house once again=p,went home after tt...
..s0rrle eh,hav to go out lez,bbuaiz~
..
...l'm sorrle...but juz wanar tell ue..lurve ya' girl <3
lt hurts...

2007-09-13T03:51:00.000-07:00

`KonbAwah ppl~!ps eh,been kindA busy...so juz a short post ba o.o...2dae's lesson was borlnq,ayah,dunch talk bout lt luh...kindA sway..o.o woke`up at 6 den sb tirEd so wanted to slp awhile morE...ln the end slp till bout 7..-.- den rush lo,weNt to wait for bus but den wheN the bus camE realized tt forgt to brlnq wallet...=.= so went back to takE and hada wait for another bus.[ no nid say,cfm latE for sch..dc again lo...l'm their ' regular customer ' lo,everytime tio detention -.-"ll ]after sch weNt to ch house awhile wit bryaN & playEd audi aNd mapLe..>< well,tt's bout my day..borlnq eh` all e bezt for ue ppl's upc0ming exaM eh`...bbuaiz~
...
....
I can't escape the magic in your eyes,
Is derE a way to make ue realize,
dere's no one more special to my heart...ur thE meaninq of my life...`

2007-09-11T03:51:00.000-07:00

arl0 ppl`...well,been kinda busy nowadys s0..juz a sh0rt post bah[ at leazt beta dan nth -.-...]first was d&t,did s0me practical work...

foll0wEd by P.E..
playeD wit the sec2s & gt 3nils
3-1,w0n ^.-..

lt was recess..
juz chatting wit bryaN and ch
[d0ink..doink=x..]

followed by chinese,
kinda interestlng..
hada lotta of laughters..=p

...Maths..zzZz..
veri salty...x.x
slackinq throughout whole lesson..
but caN't slp..can't even get to lie my head 0n the table..zzZz...

lt was scieNce..^.-
Mdm Faridah..the chio bu =x..lesson still kay luhz..

lt was bout lt den..hada stay back wit ch & bryaN to do filing..play ard wit mdm faridah..-.-"
yeahx..after tt weNt to chuN hon's house..{ brk daNce eh`..?=x hheh]
hada go back to sch for rollerblading course [ which ls compulsory ] second last session lez..^.-
yeaHx..tt's bout my day..sian..><]...eur the meaninq of my life,watashi_wa anata-0 alshtemasu <3

borEd..borEd..borEd..~.~"ll

2007-09-08T23:42:00.000-07:00

`boreD..well,nth much bout 2day..post bout ytd bah 0.o..bleahx,weNt to QCMC [ queen's town methodist ] wit tuan`qi for a prayer gathering and hada meet at Toa Payoh interchange by 3.3o..but left homE at bout 3.15-.-[no nid say,cfm late...=x] and met EugeNe on e way,s0..went thr 2gather..[but at leazt 1 m0re person late wit me..so nt so ps`=p]...ya reached dere bout 4 x.x and ' fortunately ' we're the first from the btm -.- zzZz...den tuan qi took dunch know whad no. bus t0 commonwealth..izzit..?or izzit queenstown..?[ps,dunch know much juz following dem all along..T.T] after tt,walked a distaNce to hav our ' dinner ',as we're gonna be at the church all e way till 1o+ but l didn't hav anithinq..juz remained silence all the while ( 0nce a loner,oways a loner..xD]den went to QCMC for rehersal as we're gonna s0 called ' perform ' or rather sing latEr.At first our voice sounded dull,but at last still mng to sing lt quite well [thx GOD~! ^.-]
..yea..whole thinq went through quite smoothly.After tt,weNt off by myselfz and took mrt all e way to AMK to hav my dinner..=.= went back,watched show till 12.3o,listeN song till 1,after tt off to dreaMland~~well,tt's basically how's my day..bored eh..?haiz,reli sian,mon sch re`opens lez,hafa go cut my hair 0r the meng meng [ DM ] sure cut until lyk shyt.[but at leazt this tym frinch mng to cover eyes,ayah,veri hard to describe here,nex tym post pic easier luh..
...
....
ue're still captivating even though it's been so long,
ue used to love me tell me baby whad went wrong,
Coz now you march to the beat of a different song..
...
ue were my world
ue meant everything to me
ue're the air I breathe
the song l sing
...
Baby c'mon coz I can take no more
0f this loneliness and emptiness...
ie love you so,plz turN back...

lf onLy ue kn0w l'm referrinq t0 ya...

2007-09-07T07:39:00.000-07:00

Haiz...been reli borEd today..emotionless..moodless..frenz sharEd their touts wit me and l encouragEd them..but wh0's thr to understaNd how l really felt..?
. ... . ....
sometyms l reli felt lyk closing my eyes and nvr 0pen dem again..lifE'z meaningless & absolute borinq to me.lf l eva has thE ability to control drms,l would rather drm 0f her and nvr 0pen my eyes again to see this world again...lf 0nLy she kn0ws how l felt for her..lf 0nLy she was rite herE wit me...l coudn't exPect m0re perhapz we aren't fatEd..?juz wanar tell ya`...Jet`Aime <3. ... . ....

2007-09-07T02:17:00.000-07:00

Arlo ppl~~!

This holiday eh..realli sianz leiz whole wk ' locked`up' at home excePt tt tuesday able to go 0ut wit frenz & ystd to tuition..this kinda lifE'z no much different from thE life ln jail eh~.~" [ except tt able to touch thE com..-.-]0h yeahx..ytd weNt to do 3rd job & lt was rathEr easy..?Darklord was 0wnEd ln few mins ^

...weNt back to nath to bc0mE ch dit after tt..ch dit rawks eh..sry arh dunch hav much ss wit mE..nex time take more ss and post lt..ps`gtg lez bbuaiz all~

2007-09-06T19:47:00.000-07:00

Yohz ppl,cre8ed my sec0nd blog today 0ut of boredom..zzZz..
whad b0ut my 1st 1..?well,lt's ardy ' decaying ' or rather shld l say ' dead '?
...
s0 cre8ed my second 1,ue see`will tryda update everyday ;D
ayah,realli bored siah`..go play cs liaos,will update latEr..bbuaiz`